Bad Mood

I am in an incredibly bad mood. I feel like I am working my ass off and I keep getting further and further behind. I'm so exhausted that I can't even face the work towering over me.

I try not to, but I inevitably work longer hours than I should. And then I bring work home with the hope that I can catch up, but I'm so tired when I get home, I just can't do it. And every day more and more and more is piled on.

I feel like I'm constantly at the end of my rope but I keep slugging along. Right now, I can't decide if I want to cry or yell - I'm both insanely sad and incredibly angry.

I keep telling myself that with time, this will get better. Everything passes. I need to think positive, it's just really, really hard to do. And I feel like my buttons are getting pushed all the damn time. It's hard for me to hold it together.

And you know what? I think it's ridiculous for people to have to share an office where there is only room for one office chair so I stand up and type at my computer and in the meantime my foot gets run over by the office chair! It's not my office mate's fault! We'd have plenty of room, and we did before, if IT would get the re-cabling done and put our offices back together. I can't work like that! I have NO ROOM!

Ok, so I'm going to force myself to do it...

3 work things I'm grateful for today:
1. My client was in a good mood as I spent 3 hours with her
2. I got to physically leave the office early. Even if I was out in the field until late and didn't get required work completely, I got to get out of the office.
3. I got to the courthouse just in time to submit paperwork for a client.

3 things I'm grateful for today (outside of work)...
1. That I have a GREAT dog.
2. That I actually got to walk my dog when I got home from work today.
3. That I was able to deposit a check I received from my parents which will help me get through the month.